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So relieved

I ended it with the new guy yesterday, and he reacted EXACTLY as I thought he would. It's really nice to know that my filters are working, and that I'm not so desperate for love that I'll compromise myself. I actually feel sorry for the guy. He has a lot of really wonderful qualities, and it sucks to see someone who…

I REALLY LIKE THIS NEW GUY AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS TALK TO EVERYONE ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME! I'm not, because that is obnoxious and no one wants to hear it. But I want to. The new guy, combined with the thyroid meds, which are waking up my body and my endocrine system, have turned me into a middle age teenager.

I just tried dry shampoo for the first time and I don't like it. I tried Batiste, which I've heard is the best drugstore brand. But it makes my hair look dull, and my roots stand out. I have very fine hair (which I HOPE HOPE HOPE will be getting thicker once my thyroid starts working again), and it makes it really…

I cancelled a date tonight. This is the second time we've tried to get together, and the first time he cancelled. I had an allergic reaction to pure shea butter used as a lip balm, which was a first, and I dropped two benadryl. I also just got an AMAZING massage/energy work/healing session and smohhhhked up. NO…

What is it about dating? For years there's nothing. Then as soon as I get the stink of one man on me, they're lining up. I must be sending up some kind of pheromonal, psychic bat signal. Not that it's a bad thing. It's a good thing and I'm thrilled! But also a little bewildered.

Blergh. I had to tell the guy I went out with on Friday to chill WAY out with the propostions/innuendos because they make me really uncomfortable. He's out of town and has been texting me some pretty borderline stuff. Not full on sexting, but enough to make me feel gross. Now given, we did totally make out (fully…

I had a really successful OKC date last night! They exist! He brought me flowers, and we went out to dinner, and took a walk, and then hung out for a while and made out like teenagers. Of course this all terrifies me, as it's been SO LONG since I've dated anyone. But he's happy to go slow, and he travels a lot, which…

Why do I even click on the articles about weight? The absolute worst are people who say "I lost 100 pounds and now that I know that it can be done, I have no sympathy for people who can't. Just stop eating those cookies." WTF? That's like saying "I had depression and I got over it, so everyone else should too." The…

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Has anyone here ever dealt with subclinical hypothyroid? For years I've thought something is wrong, but at my yearly physical, it usually tests in the normal range (although it tends to be kind of all over the place.) I'm finally (THANK GOD) seeing an endocrinologist on Wednesday, but so many things are adding up. I…